Was that a wake up call?

I changed alot, because of you. And of course, it should not be pin pointed at you. It's unfair to you...Ultimately, I walked this path... How? How can I start afresh? It's hard? How can I do all these alone? How can I end everything? I've changed...to such a bad girl...smoke, drink, bad attitude...and....hais....

i've done so much for him... pay his bills and so on... wait for him finish work... and so on...this few months, i hv been living a life which i dunno wat kind of life is it? i have no directions or goals...i dunno wat the hell am i doing?

i wanna start all over again...but i really dont know how to do it.... i dunno how...


depressed...


i hate myself

♥ Touch of love,
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