I tried to find your one peice today
but they told me the latest is 50th
but u told mi is 51st
i was looking for 52 episode to buy for u
i mus i mus find the comic no matter what,
for your sake
and surprised you
(:
I just wish to do something for you.

♥ Touch of love,
10:25 AM

I had a dream of you last night
I dreamt that we are back together
I dreamt that we kissed
The feeling is so real that I wished I have not woke up from my dream
But...It's only a dream
I wished the dream is for real....
iiloveeuu

♥ Touch of love,
9:19 PM

I really miss you so much

♥ Touch of love,
7:47 AM

Just finished drawing the LUFFY
Wanted to give it to you one day
Maybe,
with the comic.
If I can find the comic
(:
Still, loving you.

♥ Touch of love,
9:29 AM

I should try to move on my own life.
Because you dont seemed to be bothered as well.
Why should I?
I tried to be there for you,
but you seemed to be pushing me away.
:(

♥ Touch of love,
7:12 PM

wo zhen de hen bu she de ni.
I am willing to sacrifice my studying time just to see you
I am willing to go home myself,
and yet take train to yishun,
so that i can walk home with you.
My heart hurts when i heard you saying
"you can delete the unwanted photos"
i dunno why i feel hurt
and feel like crying
seeing you so tired.
my heart feels so pain


看到你， 就很想哭。
很不舍得。


I have done my best not to cry already
Im trying to be strong
Im trying to being out a smile...


Time, is all we needed

♥ Touch of love,
9:13 AM

I was kinda of sad
I thought you would come and meet me
But all i got is,
"im going back home with my manager."
hais
But I travelled all the way to Buona Vista.
A wasted trip....
I thought I could see you.
I thought I could salvage the relationship.
I know its my fault for not being understanding.
But is driving more important than me?
Hahhaa,
Im in no position to say all these either.....
Its not your fault either
because in the first place i did not inform you that i would be going down.
I know its my fault for not being understanding enough
thats why i tried going down,
to meet up.
hhahhaa
we are friends only now,
why should i do all these?




do you still love me?

♥ Touch of love,
10:05 PM

very worried
should i go look for u later?

♥ Touch of love,
4:56 AM

I hope you can take care
Dont work too much.
I am really very worried about you.

♥ Touch of love,
8:46 AM

I just want to say I am truely.
You are the first guy that I have made the courage to ask for a patch.
Because you really do mean alot to me.
Now I know that everything is impossible now.
Perhaps what you said is true.
But frankly speaking,
I have not asked for much if we were to get back together.
I wont ask for more meet up,
as i understand the fact that you are busy...
If everything were to rewind,
I hope i can amend my mistakes.


But as promised,
I will be a strong girl ya!
((:

♥ Touch of love,
5:39 AM

Thinking back,
I guess I was really really wrong...
You really affected my life
I have been having many teary nights.


After I lost you,
I know how much you really mean to me.
After much thinking,
I think I am really not understanding enough.
I think I am really selfish.
I think I did not spare a thought for you.


Why is it that I wanted you to care about me,
when I did not thought of that you might need me to care for you as well?


I regret.
Really regret.
Will there be one day I can have you back by my side?
I really miss you...


There is one thing I really wished to say to you.
I AM TRUELY SORRY
:(

♥ Touch of love,
8:31 AM

Boy,
how are you?
Did you eat your dinner?
Did you have more time to rest?
Did you sneeze today, because I am missing you....
Do hope you have more time to rest, without me....
imu

♥ Touch of love,
7:38 AM

12.25.07 ~ 15.08.08
235days
Everything ended.
I knew it was a harsh decision.
:(

Uncertainty.
Assurance.
I dont get it why you avoid my questions.
I felt that I am not loved by you,
when you did not say how important I am to you.
It is so important to me.
Saying that I am important to you,
would definitely assured me.


So many things left unsaid.
I just wish to meet you up and clear things up.
I just wish that we could find the root of the problem and solve it.



I am very sorry for not being an understanding girlfriend.
I am sorry if I took up your time.
We are just not like couples,
so i made this decision.
When is the last time you said " iloveyou"
When is the last time we really went out and enjoy ourselves.


I just wish to know that,
are you so tired that you do not even have the time to sms me?
to call me?
arent you worried about me?


Very sad that you do not even want to come down to meet me when Im under your house.
I thought you would come down.
I thought you would sms/call me if I didnt contact you.
I thought, and I thought....

I just need you to come down,
give me a hug,
and I will go back to you.

But, It's all over now.

♥ Touch of love,
9:25 AM

Is it that hard to answer one simple question?
"How much do i mean to you in your heart?"
It's either i mean alot, or i mean nothing in your heart.
Why do you take 40minutes to reply such a simple question...
And the reply, is not answering my question as well....


I did it on purpose not to reply you anymore...
In the hope that you might sms/call me...
But, I received none.
I thought you would have sent me another sms last night.
But today...
I'm still waiting for you to contact me.
If i mean alot to you in your heart,
you would have contacted me...


You made me feel like giving up this relationship...
You knew it well that I dont like to be neglected.
Perhap really you are busy over your work...
You are tired...
But we have not been meeting up for one week...
Do you think we are like couple?
You really think so?
Are we doing like what other couples are doing?
We do not even have the time for a dinner!!!
Are you so busy that you cant even sms/call me?
Aren't you concerned about what is happening to my life?
Dont you feel that we are just reporting our life to each other?
Like telling each other where we went to and stuffs...
I purposely told you that i going to drink with maurice.
but you have no reaction at all...
When is the last time you mentioned "iloveyou, imissyou, hugs"
Too long ago to be mentioned I guess..


So many times,
so many things.
I wanted to tell you
But you just dont have the time for me..
TIRED, tired and tired is all i got from you whenever we are supposed to meet!
Asif Im not tired huh?


I hope you will sms by Sat midnight.
Or else.
That would be the END of everything!

♥ Touch of love,
9:29 PM

very disappointed and sad
even though you still asked if i wanted to watch firework anot
I really appreciated it
but we cant even go and have dinner....
I think you are realli tired from work.
sorry for not being understanding enough
i dont know what im thinking either
i felt upset when u said we cant have dinner together

♥ Touch of love,
4:33 AM

Hopefully you will remember about the firework tonight.

♥ Touch of love,
7:33 PM

What am I to you?
It seemed like I am always forgotten...
I understand that you are busy,
but you are busy to the fact that you dont have the time to drop me a sms?
You always take a long time to reply my sms....
Zoo, marmelade, friends, soccer, driving, work, kaseng,
are much more important than me...isnt it?
I do not even have the time to talk to you...
So much things that I wanted to tell you,
but you just do not have the time for me.

:(

♥ Touch of love,
7:20 PM

.......
how much do u still love me?

♥ Touch of love,
10:02 AM

I dont know if you mind my past.
But asking those questions are a little bit too sensitive.
It makes me think of him, somehow, when you mentioned it.
You made me feel that,
you just wanna know.
You made me feel that,
there's a need for you to know.
You made me feel that,
you must know.

♥ Touch of love,
9:38 AM