depressed

♥ Touch of love,
12:10 AM

我只是一个他遗忘的我
心被一扫而空

不知道不明了不想要
为什么我的心
明明是想靠近
却孤单到黎明

♥ Touch of love,
1:49 AM

Am I ruining other people's life? or e other way round?

I'm living in days where I do not know what is "future" to me anymore, with no directions and goals. I'm definitely not as motivated as the past.


ha. haha. hahaha. When I feel sad and stress when other doubts that I'm a virgin, I told my bf... and he burted out " you didnt lost your virgin to me what" wow. what an answer... what am i in other people's eyes? something for u guys to enjoy and leave me by a side...?


I hate everything that is gg thru my life right now.

♥ Touch of love,
5:51 PM

爱真的需要勇气 来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义

我们都需要勇气去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我的手心里 你的真心
如果我的坚强任性 会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒我
虽然心太急 更害怕错过你

maybe this whole song, describes us...

♥ Touch of love,
6:51 AM

我遇见你是最美丽的意外

You're running through my mind. All over. Again and again. I miss you, but Im trying my best not to admit...

♥ Touch of love,
6:46 AM

Emotional breakdown. I seriously cant take it anymore. Will burst into tears at any moments....

♥ Touch of love,
5:53 AM

Was that a wake up call?

I changed alot, because of you. And of course, it should not be pin pointed at you. It's unfair to you...Ultimately, I walked this path... How? How can I start afresh? It's hard? How can I do all these alone? How can I end everything? I've changed...to such a bad girl...smoke, drink, bad attitude...and....hais....

i've done so much for him... pay his bills and so on... wait for him finish work... and so on...this few months, i hv been living a life which i dunno wat kind of life is it? i have no directions or goals...i dunno wat the hell am i doing?

i wanna start all over again...but i really dont know how to do it.... i dunno how...


depressed...


i hate myself

♥ Touch of love,
6:21 AM