went to ktv last night
and i think of u
i seriously miss u
hais

♥ Touch of love,
8:17 PM

连假的泪还温热 却没有人握我的手
你说我爱你太多 就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福 短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱 让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空 你是不是能够给我
你说我给你太多 却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口 我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最後温柔 是因为我太爱你



Indeed.
I duno wat has life become of my without you.
Everyday, I have been thinking about you.
You can say im crazy or whatever, I dont mind
Whatever I have done, the card, the cd tat i ordered, or even the comic tat i ordered,
doesnt matter animore.
Have been hoping to go out wit u.
Have been hoping to be there for u,
help u whenever u nid.
But it seemed like our distance are getting further and further away.
I have been thinking that one day,
maybe we might get back together.
Do u still love me?
or totally have no feelings for me animore?
Yes, indeed. Life without you have made me making myself numbed into working, studying, drinking.



I have decided to let you see this blog. I just want you to know how i feel. Nothing else.



Hope you will enjoy your life. Having the best of your life. Take care, I will love you like I always did.






我的话：永远到底有多远？爱情不要去找，要等。这是喜欢的一句话。沉默， 是未一我能给你的爱。

♥ Touch of love,
1:06 AM

It seems like,
nothing changes.
I dont know whats ur feelings towards me.
And Im still kinda of holding on to everything.
I miss u so much
but do u miss me at all?
Why cant we be back tgt like the past?
Drowning myself with work and studies everyday.

♥ Touch of love,
9:19 PM

im sorry for all the nonsense sms tat i have sent to u
why cnt we get back tgt?
I really dun understand
In the past, we can still mit up even though are working 7days a week...
but now,
why cant we?
if time is the onli obstacles we had,
why dont we try to manage?
i tink i am just a nuisance to ur life.
everyday jus feel like crying whenever i tink of u
but we just cant get back tgt.
why?
why cant we salvage our rs?
its nt unfair to me if we get back tgt...
seriously....
loveyoustill

♥ Touch of love,
10:16 PM

Frankly speaking,
I miss you alot.
And i dont know what to do.
I know you need to be alone.
So i left you to be.
I drown myself in work and studies everyday,
so that I would not even have the time to sms you.
How long do i have to wait?

♥ Touch of love,
6:35 PM

♥ Touch of love,
8:34 AM

I dreamt of you last night, again
I dreamt that we patched...
I wished that the dream is true and never wake up from it.
Missing you so much.
I went to many place for your one piece comic,
but still haven come out yet.
hais

♥ Touch of love,
9:10 PM

i knew it that you are upset over your family
i think you don like to go back to your yishun de home
but i really dono what i can do to help u
i went to mani places to search for ur comic
and i really hope to pass you the comic one day
everything is just the past,
how do u feel towards me now?
do you find mi a nuisance?
m i taking too much initiative...
i jus want to work to make moiself numb and to forget you.
but it seemed lik i totali cnt do so.
i even dreamt of you,
tell me,
what should i do?
i really wished to get back tgt wit u and be there for u at all times.
hais
i miss you so much

♥ Touch of love,
10:21 AM

It hurts me to see you so troubled
with your family stuffs
I may not know what happened,
but i hoped to be there for you.
But i knew that you dont want to be distrubed...
hais
If staying by your side,
not saying anything,
just to let you know that someone care for you would make you feels better,
i would do so...


Very worried over you when you said you went out alone
Dont bottle up all your feelings ok?
I will always be there for you de.
How i wished I can hug you now,
just to let you know that i cared

♥ Touch of love,
11:13 AM

I hurt my hand at work
I knew
in the past
you would be there for me
to buy plaster for mi
ask me to xiao xin
take care of me
but for now,
I will take care of myself so that i can take care of you like how you did to me in the past
i wanted to go night safari, singapore flyer, sentosa wit u.
i dun wan go wit others.
I just wanna go wit u,
only u

♥ Touch of love,
10:14 AM

Was feelin freaking unwell yesterday night
Vomited once I reach home
but no,
now no one bother about me anymore.
Everytime you will stop replying me halfway,
cause' you are simply too tired.
I'm also tired,
but I just want to be there for you.
I tried to be there for you,
but you dont give me a chance to do so.
You are moving away,
I wished I can help you.
I wished I can help you find a job.
I know you may need a job when school reopen.
Maybe it's better without a job first so that you would not be so tired when school reopen,
as you can rest after school.
Now,
I just wanna chiong work.
Like what I did in the past.
In the past,
I have you to be there for me when I chiong work
But now,
I know I have to do all these alone.
Growing up,
being independent,
not relying on you.
And one day,
prove to you that I will stop relying on you.
but of course, every girl hopes to be loved and pampered.
I know I might not get all these again bahs....
I just wished to be back together with you...
nothing else matters anymore..........

♥ Touch of love,
8:24 PM

still, thinking of you
every second that i am free
i think of you
i have been dreaming of you these few days again
i missed you so much
:(
very upset whenever u did nt replie my sms
perhaps,
im nth to you in ur eyes animore
suddenly,
i thought of how good we were before we get together...
the embrace,
the hugs,
the saying of 'iloveyou',
the wrapping of your fingers around mine...
and how u sneaked out of ur house,
cabbed to my house just to pei mi when i cnt fall aslp
lying down side by side at the playground
maybe,
if we have not been tgt,
will we be so loving always?
i noe we are only frens now
i cnt expect anithing frm u
even if u choose to ignore me,
i have no choice as well.
in the past,
when i cried,
i have your shoulder to lean on
but now,
i have learnt to wipe off myself
in the past,
i cried for rj
but now,
i cried for u, u, and only u..
every night
i really wished you were here with me tonight
and i wished time could turn back...
cnt we really get back tgt?

♥ Touch of love,
10:14 AM